juror furor

she's a smart woman.

she will justify up until the bitter end that it was never her fault; she was pushed to do it; she felt helpless, powerless, and that it was the only thing that could have been done given the circumstances. and that is utterly disgusting: her weakness masquerading as an excuse to do wrong. perhaps she can even justify it as having the strength to stomach to do what is bad for the good of others - even more disgusting. or maybe, she'll just deny everything that happened and pin the blame on me because i won't be there to defend myself. anyone who sides with her are either idiots who don't know any better cause she lied to them, or morally upright and bright individuals that welcomes infidelity with married individuals that has had children with several other partners

so not only have i lost hope in her, i see nothing but a creature evil to its core. and its spawn isn't automatically absolved by mere absence from the atrocity. collateral damage happens all the time.

regardless of how we are judged by the court of public opinion, facts will remain facts, and we will know within ourselves the things we actually did. and i can easily come clean that i never made a mistake that i never tried to rectify and i never did something to my partner that i wouldn't want to be done to myself.

unfortunately for her, she'll bring to the grave both a disgraceful secret and an enemy that will never show her mercy.

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