kids return
i've forgotten the real purpose of my blog because i had thought i can comfortably get by without returning. but if i keep my negative thoughts to myself for far too long, it'll eventually find its way out. and nobody's really receptive to the shit i have to spew. everyone's got their problems to worry about or their own parades they don't want rained on. my issues are objectively petty - agonizing over a decade-old argument, cringing over an unnoticeable faux pas, obsessing over the most minute of imperfections. unfortunately, when left alone with my thoughts, they're subjectively crippling. the real solution is for me to just "man up". opening up about my anxieties has no place in regular discourse. even before i start explaining myself to others, i've already figured myself out already. i'm self-aware enough to recognize when i'm being too much of a pussy, or letting my pride get in the way, or just simply being stupid. i don't need