i hate travelling
i have a lot of immediate frustrations that i'd rather express here than have a direct conversation. eventually some people stop becoming worth the effort. i could get just as much benefit from airing my grievances here than letting other people know of it, because i don't care for their improvement. it's a heavy favor to tell someone why you're upset. you let them know their blind spots and help them take the next steps to be better. but god freaking damn it, i don't want to be part of that journey anymore. i made the mistake of standing up as a mentor figure. with that comes the burden of enduring their growing pains. enduring for so long is fine until i suffer the consequences of their immaturity. i am not putting up with bullshit like that and they can go be a work in progress elsewhere. i'm tired. i can't afford to be, because i have plans. derailed plans by letting inconsiderate noobs tell me what to do. i made a mistake of being the experiment subjec...